Breath meditation in latex

Playing with air

He has been visiting me regularly for years.
And the very same scenario has been playing out every time – with only small changes to it.
Firstly he gets put into a full length bodysuit made of black latex: Long sleeves, long legs, zippers in strategic places. Gloves. Latex socks.
And, most importantly: the mask.
It has to be a gas mask where you breathe in through a screwed-on tube and out again through a valve in the mask. The longer the tube, the more difficult it is to breathe, as the air has to be sucked in over the entire length – and that requires some force and therefore practice, otherwise you will reach a point where you will just push the exhaled air back and forth in the upper part and the oxygen will quickly get scarce.
But that hose is not yet attached.
He lies down while I apply stimulation current to strategically sensible parts of his body. The above mentioned zippers are helping immensely!
I cover him with a thick and therefore heavy latex sheet. Its sound is awesome: This thick latex doesn’t rustle, it makes a soft thundering sound when you spread it over someone. It has a certain weight, which is pleasant, and then, over time, it naturally gets nice and warm underneath and there is also that special feeling when I run my hand over two different layers of latex…
To ensure even more tightness and restriction, I tie the whole thing up.
This result isn a package with a few cables and the masked head sticking out at the top.
I attach the formerly mentioned tubes to the mask. Of course, I keep closing it with my hand until he gasps from lack of air. The open end of the tube can also be pressed nicely and airtight against other parts of my body and thus take away his air… while I look deeply into his eyes through the slowly fogging screen of his mask. But since we’ve known each other for so long, hearing the sound of his breathing is enough for me to know he’s alright and I now cover his head with a latex cloth.

I use the stimulation current to create twitches that show me whether it is set properly.
Then comes the most important thing: Breathing through a tube can be quite challenging. However, the diameter of the opening is still relatively large, so that plenty of air is inhaled. I screw the end of the hose to a bottle that is airtight except for a small hole with a thin tube as the only way to inhale fresh air. The idea of narrowing the tube is simple: it makes breathing more difficult and restricts the oxygen supply even more. But why a bottle?
I fill my own personal champagne into this bottle. The scent – and the pheromones – have a stimulating effect. Now the inhaled air bubbles through the filled bottle on its way to his nose.
From the outside the whole thing looks like a bubbling latex machinery. It has actually completely become part of the structure I’ve built – the part that is now responsible for the rhythmic sound in the room and also for twitching when the stimulation current device is turned on.
I am watching this for a while and am feeling accomplished with my installation.
Every now and then I put my finger on the end of the tube, the only connection point between what’s happening beneath the layers of latex and the outside world. I love when he makes these gasping noises, almost like he’s choking for a moment.
Then I climb onto the top of the wrapped entity and add the weight of my body to the whole package. Of course, this doesn’t make breathing any easier…
Instead, I feel the tightly wrapped, warm body beneath me, busy with nothing other than taking a breath, which is becoming increasingly strenuous. And it’s getting hotter all the time.
This way, breathing can definitely become a main activity. Concentrating on breathing is also a very popular focus in the practice of meditation. What ultimately happens here, is a rubberized, tubular and tied-up version of a mindfulness exercise!
– With a dominatrix on top, and in the truest sense of the word he is at her mercy – because I have full
control over the absolute basis of your existence: your breath.
I dare you to try this…!

(Attention! This is a very advanced version of a game for more advanced players, which requires quite
some trust and experience on both sides. However, it can also be played in other, modified and simplified
versions.)