Holy Fury

Lieblingsaktivitäten

• impact & CBT
• bondage & sensory depravation
• breath play
• sounding
• pegging

Aktuelles Lieblingsspielzeug

I recently bought a latex gas mask, and I love exploring all the things I can do with it. Whether it’s letting you smell my panties by sitting on the air vent, or my socks and feet for fetishists, it’s clearly the best way to keep you close to me without letting you have me completely. This mix of intimacy and frustration turns me on immensely. I also have two eye covers on this same mask, so I can either let you see me or decide to blindfold you completely or partially. With your feet and wrists tied, there’s no way for you to fight. But what I love most of all is blocking the various air holes and controlling the flow of air in and out as I please. That’s what really turns me on: knowing that I hold your life in my hands and that you’re defenseless. I love seeing the fear in your eyes and letting you breathe again just when you think you’re about to die. Playing with your fear, playing with your life—that’s what gives me real adrenaline rushes.

Was für eine kinky Persönlichkeit bist du?

I'm a dominatrix who loves adrenaline, dopamine, and playing with your emotions. I come across as very outgoing and expressive, but I test you and analyze every aspect of you with extraordinary speed. It takes me very little time to understand my prey and adapt to it so I can devour it more effectively. I quickly figure out how to handle you, and I enjoy it on the inside. I love building tension, varying the games, and adjusting the levels of energy and intensity. To me, a session is like a song: a gentle intro, a verse, a pre-chorus with a build-up, a chorus that explodes, and so on until the outro and total calm. Maybe you’ll love this song so much that you’ll want to play it again and again. As an artist for years, I’m not short on imagination. I’m the queen of improv and spontaneity. With me, you never know what to expect. If a wild idea pops into my head and I decide to act on it, you’ll be my guinea pig, my lab rat. Of course, there’s always a framework in place to protect both you and me. I accommodate your kinks, I always respect your limits, but I allow myself some freedom within those boundaries. I love to surprise you; I love it when a session isn’t stuffy but fun. I love to see you cry, and laugh the very next minute. Or the other way around. I have an intensity that will awaken your deepest emotions, your darkest fears, and your wildest desires. My most effective tool for commanding attention is my gaze, followed by my voice, and finally, control over each of my gestures... With me, there’s no middle ground. I love pushing your limits... and mine, too. You'll come out of our session a changed person.

Was macht dich dabei aus?

My rare intensity, my mystery combined with passion, my controlled madness, and my ability to adapt are my true strengths. Beyond that, my natural empathy and analytical mind allow me to quickly discern what you need to let go of, and what you need to receive. I am just as capable of being ruthless as I am of being deeply sensitive and profoundly human. And I believe it is this duality that makes me so dangerous and so irresistible at the same time. I have a great passion for adventure and exploration, whether it’s delving deeper into existing practices or trying out new ones, so you’ll see that you’ll never get bored with me. I’m always full of surprises and new ideas. And it’s exactly for these reasons, because I know you so well, and because you’re always being challenged, that you’ll come crawling back every single time.

Was ist BDSM für dich?

BDSM comes so naturally to me that it has become second nature. It reflects the intensity, depth and passion with which I live every minute of my life. But above all, it is also a lifeline, an unspoken rule, a code of conduct that I strive to apply in my daily life and that governs it.

Was liebst du an SM?

I love forging deep connections, creating dynamics and watching them evolve, discovering another person’s hidden fears and desires, and bringing them to light. I love awakening the animal that lies dormant within you, that lies dormant within me...those primal instincts that make us feel alive in a world governed by stifling social codes and rules. I love the feeling of freedom that a BDSM session provides, being able to liberate myself and liberate the other person. As a spiritual person, I strongly believe in energies, and I’m convinced that a BDSM session allows us to release, exchange, and create energies, and thus experience transcendent moments that enable us to face the world “cleansed.” That’s why I call myself Holy Fury, because for me, the liberation of our impulses has something sacred about it. I experience every session as a true ritual. For me, the dungeon is a space outside of time.

Wie hast du damit angefangen und was hat sich seither verändert?

My BDSM experience is constantly evolving; it’s constantly transforming me. My husband at the time, a corporate banker who seemed very polished on the surface, confessed to me that he fantasized about pegging. So I decided to give it a try, and I loved the experience. I started watching so many femdom porn videos that it became a full-blown addiction, completely taking over the rest of my life. I was eager to understand everything, to learn everything, and the power dynamic also fascinated me. For reasons I won’t disclose, I ended up leaving my husband, and I needed to regain my independence, my power as a woman, and to feel strong. I also found myself without money; my artistic work didn’t bring in enough for me to survive on my own, and I had no desire to work in a corporate environment or do a job I wasn’t passionate about. That’s when the idea was born to combine my love of BDSM with my love of money. I don’t love money for money’s sake, but for the comfort, and above all, the freedom, it offers. I first moved to Montreal, where every day I’d go to workshops and events at the Opalace Dungeon. I discovered munchs, BDSM dating sites, and apps, and I met a lot of people there, both those who practiced BDSM professionally and those for whom it was a hobby...I’ve experimented with people of all levels of experience. I had my first submissives, they’re the ones who taught me everything. I then spent some time in Berlin, where I continued to immerse myself in the lifestyle and had my first long-term, deep relationships with submissives. I can say it was FLR. I quickly realized that this profession and lifestyle were off the beaten path, subject to outside judgment, and that I’d have to give up on a “normal life.” I live my life openly, without shame. Some of my family members cut off all contact with me because of this. I experienced my first disappointments. But I didn’t stop. I held my ground. I accepted that I was different and decided that this would be my strength. Since I had nothing left to lose, I moved to London to pursue this career professionally. I met other professional dominatrixes who taught me new techniques, worked in magnificent dungeons, and attended plenty of fetish parties. Today, I’am very proud of my journey and love every minute of my job.

Was erwartest du von deinen Spielpartner*innen?

In order: 1) I want a client who, before meeting me, describes themselves in as much detail as possible. I like to know who I’m dealing with so I can provide the best possible service. 2) I want a client who books an appointment in advance ; that’s a sign of respect. 3) I want a client who doesn’t ask me to fulfill 15 kinks in an hour, and who understands that good things take time. 4) I want someone who can tell me their kinks and limits… but who is also willing to explore new things and push certain boundaries, otherwise it gets boring for me pretty quickly; 5) I like a sub who wants to develop an ongoing relationship and not just a one-time thing on a whim. 6) I like a sub who is able to let go and trust me, and who can communicate how they’re feeling at any time. 7) Please get ready and wash yourself thoroughly before our session. Don’t eat beforehand:come on an empty stomach. I can tell the difference between a real accident and poor hygiene. If you’re not completely clean and shit comes out of your ass after just a few strokes of the strap-on, I’ll immediately end our session with no refund. I am uncompromising when it comes to hygiene. It’s the worst lack of respect you could show me. Same will happen if you dare to touch me.

Wie kann man einen Termin mit dir vereinbaren? Wann hast du Zeit?

I am available Monday through Sunday from 10 a.m. to 10 p.m. by appointment. Book in advance. I won't accept last minute appointments. I require a 20% deposit via bank transfer (on my professional society) for appointments of 1 hour or more, and 30% for appointments longer than 1 hour.